Chapter 1: When it all began:
1991 Near Death Experience
had three Near-Death Experiences. The first occurred when I was born
on April 23, 1971, about three months premature. I was blue in color
without breath and had to spend time in an incubator. This experience
is generally not consciously recalled, except through parental recollections.
However, some researchers think that these are the "blue,” “indigo,"
or "children of the millennium," who are highly gifted in
intuition and other special gifts. Living as a typical child until the
age of ten, I was then hit by a car and had a few close encounters with
death and Out-of-Body Experiences during the stay in the hospital. This
actually involved many NDE's occurring several times.
These close encounters were somewhat frightening, as the intravenous
tubes that were plugged into my arm malfunctioned by reversing fluid
flow, and blood exited the body, filling up the bag while sleeping.
Several times this caused me to leave the body and walk around the hallways
of the hospital in spirit form. I saw demon-like entities in the dress
of doctors walking through the halls, attempting to coerce me to join
them -- something to be repressed in memory, and I told no one.
After another largely uneventful ten years on earth of no special background,
but with an above average intelligence (called by my peers as "the
brain"), in November 1991 at the age of twenty, the author had
the ultimate Near-Death Experience due to a failing heartbeat. It was
odd, given the age at the time, when one should not be concerned with
health, afterlife or spiritual matters. Previously I was essentially
an earthly materialist, almost atheistic, believing most or all religious,
spiritual or supernatural concepts to be pure mythical hogwash, something
simply conjured up by man to fill a void or as an opiate of the masses,
or results of overactive imaginations, and I never took the Bible seriously.
My family raised me in a manner that allowed the mind to be free from
all religious dogma or doctrine, enabling me to ultimately seek the
highest, objective truth on my own, internally.
My concept of life and death changed immediately thereafter, but still
I did not take the Bible or other religions seriously, and was not exposed
to some of the poisonous nonsense some teach. This completely changed
immediately after October 1999, at the time of the awakening. Then I
really understood, thereafter becoming aligned with the Creator. The
Glory and infinite attributes of the afterlife were so profound that
religious concepts and man's take on God vastly pale in comparison;
it is so unlike the concepts of sin, Satan and “hell” perpetuated
by traditional, mainstream faiths. God is simply inexpressible, as was
this experience, and it took me seven years before I could write down
even a shorthand version.
During this 1991 episode, many profound otherworldly visions were observed
in the brief time the spirit left the body. Needless to say it was the
most wondrous, life-changing and powerful experience I, or any other
human, can undergo, and therefore must first be read to understand the
time line of events leading up to more recent episodes: prophetic visions,
angelic experiences, and their full relation to scriptural realities
and other prophecies.
It is extremely difficult to elaborate into words, as the English language
is far from adequate to accurately describe such an event. I have generally
in the past remained silent about it due to the negative reaction or
disbelief encountered, even among friends and family members and even
with the doctor with whom I silently met afterwards. It is next to impossible
to convey the experience to those who have not experienced such an event,
especially when it disagrees with their own personal or religious beliefs.
Thankfully perception has been changing in past years, and it is no
longer perceived as a fringe subject. There is great reason God has
permitted millions of people to experience this and come back in the
past 30 years or so: to spread the word of true, divine reality. In
fact, as will be discussed, NDE's are bringing back ancient spiritual
knowledge into harmony with correct religious beliefs that have long
been suppressed and kept secret, and which is somewhat incongruous with
most current, mainstream, traditional religions, so that most are therefore
unaware of such enlightened concepts. On the opposite side of the spectrum
of the materialistic critics are those, such as religious fundamentalists,
who, because they cannot easily apply NDE's to their own particular,
narrow doctrines or theology, erroneously dismiss them as something
created by the imagination, or "being of the devil."
Skeptics generally make attempts to explain away such phenomena through
analyses such as: "Must have been a dream." Or, "Chemicals
are released, giving the brain the impression of afterworld visions
in order to cope," product of the imagination, etc. These folks,
while well meaning and intelligent, are completely incorrect. This was
by far the most profound and real incident the author ever experienced,
with dramatically immense, life-altering consequences. In fact, what
we call reality (the material world) seems like unreality compared to
the other side.
The situation is identical in most NDE experiences, and few experiences
generate such powerful and dramatic life-altering aftereffects. It personally
demonstrated to the author beyond any shadow of a doubt: not only does
the conscious being persevere beyond the physical, earthly realm, but
what follows is far more incomprehensibly grand than the imagination
is capable of producing. Those who have had similar experiences -- and
millions have -- know how it immediately changes your life, and how
life is viewed. Forever.
Author's Near-Death Experience,
A dank, gray November night,
This was a rough time; a depressing day had passed. At this time in
my life I was eating poorly and sadly out of shape (not overweight --
very skinny actually, just unfit). After drinking a pot of coffee in
an attempt to lift my sorrows, it was impossible to fall asleep. Lying
in bed, tossing and turning for several hours, I found sleep evasive.
Around 3 A.M., still alert and wired, tossing and turning with annoying
restlessness, I was lying on my back, listening to the relaxing drone
of my heartbeat, like counting sheep.
I listened to the sound produced by the form of muscle called the cardiac
that beats like clockwork: Lub-thump..lub-thump...lub... --(silence)
— the heart came completely to rest in my chest. I could immediately
feel the blood flow slow down, then completely stop in every part of
the body. In that first second, my spirit "detached" from
the body and hovered within and around it. It was possible to see the
surrounding bedroom and body although my eyes were closed. Being free
from physical limitations I was suddenly able to think hundreds of times
faster, and with far greater clarity than is humanly normal, or possible.
Realizing that the next beat did not arrive, I continued to feel the
blood "oxidizing" as it completely rested in all veins and
arteries. At this point I realized and accepted that I had died; it
was time to move on.
It was a feeling of inexpressible, total peace, utterly devoid of fear
or pain, and didn't involve any emotions at all. Time itself, as we
perceive it, abruptly became infinite and irrelevant. In "earth
time" perhaps only about fifteen seconds had passed until the heart
re-started beating, but "I" was also in "zero time"
(for lack of a better phrase), or actually outside of linear time, which
could only be described as eternity itself.
This seemed to be a natural progression; an automatic review of my
entire life transpired with every event and thought ever experienced
complete with emotions (but viewed objectively) rolling in front and
around like a simultaneously superimposed panoramic movie. From physical
birth to death, in a linear fashion, observed without sadness or remorse;
if anything, it seemed I was judging myself.
In "earth time" the life review only lasted, in my best estimation,
a quarter of a second, yet weeks seemed to be spent replaying my life.
Once it was complete, there were a few more automatic "instructions,"
and I boldly proclaimed with a sense of ominous surety, spontaneously,
"God, take me now." I then became immersed in indescribably
infinite peace, bliss, ecstasy, and unimaginable Love, and acquired
understanding so great, so awesome and so boundless as to be humanly
While I was there (and only there), instant access was given to knowledge;
"everything that ever was, is, and will be." The true nature
and constitution of the entire universe was suddenly clear as a bell,
like a giant jigsaw puzzle. It seemed to have an elaborate, synchronistic
yet simple and immaculately perfect order to it. In fact, it was evident
I was soon to become part of and One with it. I was about to join the
entity which could only be described as ... GOD; so vast in dimension,
scope and power even Biblical words cannot approach a proper description.
Yet I checked back to observe my physical body, and couldn't leave until
it was totally devoid of life.
At this point about 13 heartbeats (about 15 seconds) had failed. The
body I observed lying in bed was mine ... but "I" (soul/spirit,
nearly losing all sense of identity, ego) knew it was not yet time to
leave. The time on earth was not finished; there was still a purpose
to be completed, but I could not discern this upon returning. I found
out years later, in October 1999. (Of course, I know now what this is:
the angelic duty of Daniel.) When I was jolted back into the body, a
stark realization hit: here I was lying on this bed, rapidly losing
physical consciousness, with no breath, blood flow or heartbeat! I then
did the human thing and panicked in wide-eyed terror by jumping out
of bed, pounding my chest with my fist. My heart re-started. I walked
downstairs in a nervous caution, shaking like a twig, dripping sweat;
my heart was still beating, but irregularly. I was astonished that I
was alive, and at what I had seen.
The skeptical doctor who treated me after I had hastily driven myself
to the hospital suggested that the heart muscle was suffering loss of
nutrients along with the excess caffeine, which most likely caused it
go into arrhythmia. There were a few close encounters shortly after,
but they soon disappeared after a diet and exercise change. But the
doctors seemed almost cynical of the situation, given my youthful age.
I was not able to retain this knowledge given in the celestial realm
upon returning; the human brain is much too primitive and limited to
house it. This intelligence and wisdom and consciousness require an
entirely different dimension to exist and comprehend. Yet it is part
of our physical, three dimensions as well -- just hidden out of view
and range of our limited five senses. But I retain enough to remember
the sheer awe.
All fear of death vanished thereafter, and the meaning of our very
short mortal lives became clear: to live and learn -- to re-learn who
we are; experience the physical; go through trial, tribulation and joy
which results in growth. We are students at a school called Earth; when
the bell rings we go back home, with lessons learned. What we deem "reality"
is actually akin to a lucid dream, and the true reality exists on the
other side, to which we awaken after death.
Although some things changed in the immediate months following the
NDE, there came another time during the summer of 1992 when the profoundly
distinct, exhilarating presence of God was felt, as an aftershock to
the NDE, which initiated a time of massive transformation emotionally,
intellectually, and physically. The author's (previously average) intelligence,
understanding, wisdom, creativity and clarity of mind grew rapidly,
exceeding that of most humans, into the realm of what is termed "genius"
and continued to grow, as it was an evolutionary process. In 1995, standard
IQ templates yielded scores averaging 148 or more. Also given were limited
psychic, precognitive and intuitive abilities. Power, clarity and discipline
of mind were received.
For then I returned to complete high school in 1992, having dropped
out a couple of years earlier and obviously, naturally, received straight
A's and the highest score of students in virtually every class, and
with great ease. Areas of particular interest and fascination were big-picture
subjects and how they all interrelated, such as astrophysics (relativity,
astronomy), economics and world affairs and general physical sciences;
I became skilled in all branches of knowledge and wisdom, as was Daniel
Aside from having such a youthful age, I also have not received any
formal education or training in an institution such as a university
or college. That is to say, any exceptional knowledge, wisdom or ability
gained was administered through self-education, which is far more efficient,
and as a gift gained from God as a consequence of the NDE. The level
of wisdom and maturity seemed to exceed even that of old, wise folks.
Many of my peers therefore found it uncomfortable to converse with me,
and some were jealous.
This newfound power of mind was also used to build the body through
weight lifting. Only eight months after starting this rigorous
power-lifting program, I went from 120 pounds to nearly 200 pounds of
solid muscle. Yet one thing became clear: a disdain for standard, mortal
ambition in the material sense. It seemed so trivial and pointless and
vain. It was instead a seeking of the meaning and purpose of everything,
and this started with self.
There was a purpose and mission the author was to complete in this
lifetime before 'going back,' but it was unknown and unclear for many
years as I traveled around many cities, suffered through wide varieties
of experiences and trials, and therefore grew, building a rock-solid
base of character. Obviously this mission has since been identified
at the 1999 awakening, as the return of Biblical Daniel.
For the next several years the author, in disillusionment at the now
seeming futility of the material, mortal realm, drifted around, country
to country, state to state, city to city, in what was to be my personal
seven-year "tribulation" period. It was a time of great trauma,
suffering, hardship, learning, experience and at the time unbeknownst
to me, a testing period necessary to evolve and attain understanding
for all possible experiences life on earth could offer. This was living
life in its most concentrated form, which gifted and matured me with
wisdom, experience, sternness and outlook far beyond my years. Despite
my chronological age, it can honestly be said concerning all typical
life situations and pitfalls, "I've been there."
I therefore can relate to and have compassion for anyone who is undergoing
any hardships in life.
Yet it was also a period that began with reckless abandon, where some
unrighteous acts were undertaken, due to a complete loss of all fears!
I deeply regret these now, looking back from the perspective of someone
who has been angelified, but God has forgiven, and in the meantime I
paid off negative karma of my own making through this approximately
three-year period, hitting bottom around 1996, which marked the start
of a rigorous climb that continued until the 1999 angelification. That
is, what negative actions one may have undertaken in the past are not
a hugely significant bearing on becoming -- changing self and character,
and attaining the highest states of existence; to be perfect from birth
is not a requirement for angelification: willingness to repent, forgive,
and be cleansed and purified IS the requirement.
Some say that in order to know good, one must know evil; to know selflessness,
one must first know selfishness. Light and darkness, Yin and Yang. This
was true with Daniel in these years, but this has changed to where only
good is now possible, and Daniel is obviously saintly/angelic in demeanor
and aligned with truth, and all actions sinless. So, it is important
to draw a significant line separating pre-angelified, impure and mortal,
experience-seeking Daniel to post October 1999 purified angelic Daniel.
If it were known that someday I would become Daniel, and an actual incarnate
angel of God, I would have done things differently. This was why God
had to wait until 1999 before informing me of this identity; the heart
and mind first had to be cleansed, purified, and made white. It was
necessary to experience all avenues of life, and to learn from the mistakes.
When bottom was reached around 1994-1996, a slow but vigorous climb
upwards began, a disciplined effort to turn things around and take initiative
and responsibility for my own actions, and become a better person. This
process of self-discovery, repentance, and cleansing continued unabated.
All things superficial and unworkable had to be destroyed, such as accumulated
falsehoods of past years, attitudes of self, others and society which
previously caused me to hit bottom. Only then did the internal search
for truth lead to peace and fulfillment; through the conquering of oneself,
letting go of the past and all past associations, stripping away of
worldly, fleshly desires, and casting out of the "demons of the
Through this repentance, finding of self and relentless search for
truth and wisdom, I actually became, in the end, before the age of 30,
the Truth, the Light and the Way.
While residing on the west coast, U.S.A., a deep sense of impending
doom pervaded every fiber of my being during much of 1997. There was
something looming down the line for society and the world, something
immense, an event of staggering and unprecedented consequence. I could
not yet determine exactly what it was, but it was disturbing and I sensed
it was certainly BIG.
At this time I was not privy to what was eventually to become a near
full-time endeavor into the potential implications of the millennium
computer bug (did not study Y2K until early 1998), and other subjects
dealing with the economy (a future major recession) and strategic world
events concerning a future great conflict, and conceivably a global
Then, in November 1997, before realizing who I was to become, I received
a vision from God in a dream of the night, the first of its kind.
This was no regular dream; it was from the other side. This object shown,
what I then termed the Doomsday Clock, was shown in absolute, three-dimensional
clarity and in full, rich color, clearly remembered to this day. It
concerned the significance of the Biblical book of Daniel and the future,
concerning his present sojourn on earth. Yet I did not at the time realize
it completely; I was not yet awakened with the Holy Spirit.
Chapter 2: The Doomsday Clock
journey ultimately leading up to the identification of my identity of
reincarnated Daniel and subsequent angelification, but before consciously
realizing this, in retrospect, began with the vision from God received
by night that occurred in November 1997, which I shall interpret and
- It was in the shape
of a rectangular box about three feet in length and two feet in height.
It had a vastly ancient appearance, seemingly thousands of years old,
and fearfully ominous in nature and presence.
Its construction was of metal appearing to be that of hand-polished
stainless steel texture, with a shimmering, distinctly bronze tinge
in countenance. The exquisite precision and quality of this machine,
far exceeding that of modern technology, cannot be overstated.
On the front face were four odd-shaped bolts in each corner, and the
edges and corners were curved and rounded with a protruding ridge. This
front face consisted of several open cutouts, positioned in varying,
staggered, irregular locations, each being of several inches in height
and width. These totaled seven in number. Within these openings were
positioned reels that spun in a vertical fashion, with varying rates
of speed and in a manner like a casino slot machine.
Some of these openings -- each being of different size -- also had
reels of differing size, and of number; the larger boxes had four, five
or six reels, while the smaller ones had fewer. There seemed to be 49
On a few of these reels were imprinted numbers, and the remainder had
what appeared to be densely concentrated, elaborate symbols resembling
what appeared to be hieroglyphics and words in Hebrew. It was also observed
that a few, perhaps three or four, had stopped spinning entirely and
were locked in place.
I immediately knew, then, the purpose of this machine, and its significance
is now to be stressed: It was a sort of divine computer; a countdown
clock to the real Time of the End, which really means the end of the
age, that had rested dormant until the time was right. Or, in other
words, when the first of these reels began its methodical halting, in
late 1997, the actual countdown to what is called the End of Days (not
noticed at the time but apparent now in retrospect) was now underway,
and once begun, could not be stopped. The 49 reels were 49 years after
the declaration of the nationhood of Israel in 1948. Seventy years (a
time frame relevant to Biblical prophecy) is the time span from 1948
With each successive halted reel came a highly complex, quasi-mathematical
solution unlocked and deciphered when formulated with the other motionless
reels. Within them contained singular revelations Daniel was to obtain
during his return. There seemed to be what looked like a lightning bolt
connected between each stationary reel, electrified across the face
of the machine.
With each halting, new, secret pieces of the puzzle as played out in
worldly events, such as Iraq and the Kosovo conflict and the Global
Realignment concerning post-Cold War Russia, China and America were,
as stepping stones, being revealed before our very eyes, ultimately
leading up to what is to be the final global war of its kind on earth:
World War Three; yet it is not necessarily “written in stone.” The
end secret of the clock was finally revealed to Daniel in mid-2000:
The Day of the Lord, which is documented in a later section.
It is when, finally, all reels have locked in place that the secret
is unsealed, and/or the main hostilities are to commence, and it is
I who was to receive and interpret this information, as God saw fit.
As of fall 1997, the unstoppable journey had begun and would be completed
within the lifetime of most now living on earth, no more than 15 to
25 years from now. Yet the World War III scenario is avoidable, and
you can play a part, as will be shown in further sections.
At the time of the vision, and until the summer of 2000, I did not
know the exact end to all of this, nor the final outcome.
I was finally shown the ultimate end outcome in the summer of 2000:
the Second Coming, or Son of Man, Day of the Lord, but the details between
now and then remain fuzzy. But they are further discussed in later chapters.
Though not having seen the progress of the clock since that time, the
author then started on a quest to determine what this was to be. Accordingly
the author shortly after, in March 1998, set up a website to be devoted
to the whole subject of what was thought at the time to be a mere hobby
by a typical person, unknowledgeable as to who and what I was to become.
(This site used to be http://www.angelfire.com/or/truthfinder, but has
since been moved to: http://www.finalbookofdaniel.com.) It used to be
called Year 2000 Economics.
I knew the general guideline of events ultimately leading to the conclusion
of that to come, yet the details were sketchy and unclear, as was the
outcome at the time, but the general thesis publicly proclaimed since
Day One has been:
"We will have to experience
a (several-year) period of severe economic tribulation that will fundamentally
alter the world's economic structure, from which a new strategic paradigm
will emerge: a full, total global war in the next twenty years that
will be fought with maximum effort, nuclear weapons will be used, and
the America/China/India/Russian "problem" will be resolved
... but only after a culmination of unforeseeable events climax into
World War Three in which either a new global power for the next long
cycle is determined, or re-appointed (that is, the U.S.A.) ..."
All that remained in this
mystery was to fill in the blanks, connect the dots, the specific details
leading up to this final war, should it not be averted. I was unaware
of its relationship to the Biblical Daniel prophecies until October
1999 when God disclosed my identity, and that it was a congruent, prophetic
addition to Scripture. Only after August 2000 did I realize, through
a profound vision of the Second Coming that the inquiry of Daniel of
Old asked in the last lines of Daniel, chapter 12 was now answered.
That question was,
"My lord, what shall be the outcome of these things?" He
replied, "Go your way Daniel, for the words are to remain secret
and sealed until the time of the end, many shall run to and fro, and
knowledge shall increase ... But you, go your way to the end, and rest;
you shall rise for your reward at the end of the days."
Well, that outcome has been answered: The Day of the Lord.
As I was
able to devote many hours to the site and subjects therein, it then
became a pursuit that indulged every waking thought. It was heavily
weighted to the prospect of an economic depression, and how the Y2K
computer bug was a great potential threat to the prosperity then underway.
These many hours of work resulted in one of the top respected Y2K sites
on the Internet, which was very influential in gaining a greater understanding
of the economic complexities of Y2K. Many inspired writings by
others resulted, and the site was heavily visited by many high-ranking
government and military officials. It received 150,000 visits prior
to the year 2000 and had 800 e-subscribers at its peak. It was visited
by many top-ranking military officials and politicians, including Greenspan
and Senator Robert Bennett. I had spent about 5000 hours covering this
issue over the period of two years and earned almost nothing in the
material sense; I was unknowingly doing this as a divine duty, the great
test before being awakened to the identity of Daniel at the end of the
Later chapters of this book contain a general explanation and brief
historical summary history of Y2K and why it turned out to be a virtual
“non-event” as a final outcome. Briefly, these dire warnings were
substantially responsible for creating a self-defeating prophecy. The
outcome of the Y2K rollover was shown in a dream in full color in July
1999 that I briefly mentioned and made public to my list subscribers
the day after. This was before I knew of my identity as Daniel.
"...I had a weird dream
last night. Let's hope it's prophetic: I dreamt of the Jan. 1 Y2K rollover.
Nothing happened! The lights stayed on and there were no noticeable
ill effects. I felt like a moron for storing food and supplies! Too
bad it was just a dream."
It was a prophetic dream,
where I was up in a tall building, overlooking a major city shortly
before the Y2K rollover. In this dream -- seen in full clarity and color
-- I was full of anxiety in anticipation, looking down at the brightly
lit metropolis, waiting for the power to shut down and chaos to break
loose. To my shock, in this dream, virtually nothing happened across
the country in the following hours! When I awoke I figured it must have
been a nightmare, considering the consensus among most Y2K gurus and
government officials that there would almost surely have been at least
some major outages and other significant problems. After all, the evidence
was strong and compelling. This seemed impossible -- become a Pollyanna
based on a dream? Perhaps I should have been keener to put faith in
this dream -- it was prophetic, and it was correct! Therefore, this
one was from God. My error was to downplay its significance, but I took
its message seriously enough to thereafter abandon further Y2K coverage
after September 1999.
However, from this point on, the dissertation that we would soon have
to undergo a nasty recession and market crashes continued, and I steadfastly
covered this with stubbornness, despite the prevailing opinion at the
time, that of extreme bullishness and hubris. I received further visions
from God shortly after the angelic awakening of October 1999.
In early March 2000 I had a lucid dream that this was indeed the case:
interest rates, in this vision, went up a full half-point; the press
made a big commotion of it, and so did investors: there was chaos for
several days. Whether this was for March 21 or some other time in the
future was not determined while in this vision, but I said beforehand
"But mark my words: it
will ultimately happen soon enough. In any case, time's well overdue
for the market to crash horrendously in the near-term, and the NASDAQ
will lead the way; don't be caught in the maelstrom."
Well, interests rates did
rise a half point in March, and the markets crashed with historic losses
during April. This was said while everyone was in a bullish mood. One
year later the NASDAQ was down 60%.
Although the content of the dream came to pass, it did not ensue in
the chronology expected (the rate rise came after the crashes), but
it came true nevertheless. So, also projected was a sideways and/or
rising market through summer, into fall, at which time there was an
extremely high possibility of further declines before election time.
This of course came true. For nine months before the elections, I confidently
proclaimed Bush would become president of the U.S. Despite the election's
close call, it indeed was Bush who held office.
As one will see in these economic forecasts documented in chapters
ahead, we are about to enter very rough economic times. By the time
you read this book, we will be in recession. (That was accurately predicted,
the recession came in 2001.) There are more fulfilled forecasts documented
in section 6.
Virtually everything forecast on the site at the beginning of the year
2000 after the angelification has come to pass, including the April
(spring) market crashes in the NASDAQ, as well as the half-point rise
in interest rates which came in this precognitive dream in early March,
along with a recession. Some vindication should be in order. It is critical
to point out that prophecy is far more than simply "making predictions,
then hoping they come true." Prophecy is about issuing a WARNING
of what could happen if the message is not heeded, with the intent of
offering a solution to change the outcome. That's what Y2K was about.
Prophecy is not always written in stone.
And with your help, we may be able to avoid this World War of the Third
kind. See chapters ahead, and how you may help Daniel in averting this
Much of this seemed to occur in a sort of reverse awakening after the
fact. Then came a time for God to fulfill the last sentence of Daniel
12: "But you, go your way to the end, and rest; you shall rise
for your reward at the end of the days."
In the beginning of 1998 and through fall of that year while intently
involved in Y2K coverage on the Internet, and the beginnings of my web
site, I began envisioning something "connected" to the body;
the back and spine ...
Chapter 3: The wings on the
During this early/late 1998
period, often and repeatedly, while visiting an establishment such as
a bar or restaurant -- around the public -- as would occasionally be
the situation after a day of work, I began observing vague but clearly
distinct, etheric outlines of what appeared to be wings connected to
the upper back. What may seem astonishing, particularly in retrospect,
was the fact that I was not overly flabbergasted to see them! Considering
the magnitude of the previous NDE, they were considered an unremarkable,
benign novelty, categorized with all else experienced. But I remember
sobbing once at their beauty when I first saw them; it exceeds anything
known on earth in terms of exotic substance.
The nature of the wings as visually observed during these numerous
episodes in the early days of 1998 was as follows: They did not seem
to be of major consequence to those around me; their power was minimal,
and at the time they were not visible to others; they became profoundly
visible to everyone immediately after the awakening, however. Their
appearance was of barely discernable, non-physical (like a picture of
a ghost), translucent, ethereally rich cobalt blue, with some white
and gray, resembling the shape and appearance of a bird's wing, like
that of a dove or swan, but without feathers as we understand them,
and could be consciously controlled to a limited extent. At rest, they
were about five to seven feet in length and at least six inches thick
near the shoulders. They could extend to what appeared to be 25 or 30
feet in each direction and could be curled and flexed. After repeating
such observation, it was clear I could "test" them, as they
continually returned, week after week, seemingly without my will.
When visible and present I would then curl them around and through
people (such as a waitress or patron) knowing they could not see the
wings, then observe their reaction. The author noticed a subtle reaction,
sometimes, such as an affectionate glance, of thanks, of (spiritual)
love. However, such obvious reaction seemed quite limited and, at that
time, sporadic and of minor effect, and I did not understand what it
One would think the author to become ecstatic, "get religion"
or research on the subject of angels at this point? Such was not the
case as I still considered the situation to be a benign novelty, as
odd as it may seem. I would not dare mention it to anyone, and certainly
did not perceive myself as an angel, particularly in the sense commonly
(mis) understood. I thought, "Maybe we all have these wings, but
no one can see them." I was unaware I was an embryonic angel; at
the time the connection was simply not made.
Then came late 1998 when I relocated to a different state when the
spirit within became downtrodden, and many months would pass before
these wings would again appear. But when they did ultimately return,
it far exceeded everything previous in terms of power. This occurred
in October of 1999, when I was fully anointed with the Holy, angelic
Spirit, in the presence of God, and finally awakened with the chakras
opening. My life would never be the same from that point; it would revolve
entirely on this newfound identity and mission. In fact, so great was
the radiance of the energy and light from my body, it became difficult
to function in a normal sense around other humans.
Chapter 4: In the presence
of God, the wings re-appear; angelic identity confirmed, Holy Spirit
Going back to the angelic
awakening and being informed of the identity of Daniel, there came a
time of intense visions in the direct presence of the Most High God
beginning late October and early November 1999 where these revelations
came with such divine power that I trembled fiercely; the very core
of my being was shaken, and had I not been sitting I would have fallen
down. These newfound experiences occurred daily and of such magnitude,
everything previously experienced was utterly dwarfed, perhaps aside
from the NDE. I was then living in two worlds; one mortal, and one divine
and celestial. I was in the Presence of God. The mysterious “kundalini”
awakened in full blosom.
So fearsome and earth-shattering were these, and this presence, that
the author broke down and wept, several times, jaw dropped in wide-eyed
disbelief, for the truths -- however extreme -- were now given and received
identified! The first leg of the author's unknowing mission on earth
had been completed and shown: the work on Y2K and its goal of economic
enlightenment and preparation, warning and the beneficial cascading
interrelated effect it helped produce.
During these powerful experiences the Next Leg of the life mission
and journey was also stunningly shown, as it is the Living God directly
Who has instructed the author to document it publicly.
During these first few days of tremors in October 1999, while awake,
in the overwhelming Presence of God the Creator, it was “communicated”
as to who and what I am, in a way that is difficult to describe,
"Beloved, you have purified
your heart, it is now time to tell you who you are. You are the figure
behind the Biblical, Old Testament book Daniel. You are now back in
resurrected form, and as of now, are also an angel."
The author was confounded
and repeatedly questioned,
"No, no. Oh my ... God; this can't be happening! No way ... God,
can it be? I am Daniel of the Bible, and now an actual angel of God?"
I asked in a state of complete shock and wonder over the first several
days of these occurrences, with many tears of awe.
I was informed not only that I was in fact thereafter a genuine, fully
actualized, partially transfigured, Holy Spirit energized, live angel
coexisting with a physical body endowed with the Holy Spirit, but also
the reincarnate (angelic) spirit of the Biblical figure Daniel! I was
totally clueless to the fact that humans could become angels, as are
most people, until actually becoming one.
Perhaps God predestined this designation to appear as coincidence,
since my birth name happens to be Daniel as well. I had not at all known
the content or material of that book, since almost nine years had passed
since last reading it (and only because of the name), and certainly
at the time did not comprehend all of its confusing symbolisms, and
was uninterested in Biblical matters or prophecy. But suddenly from
that point, in 1999, I somehow knew all, with the mind expanding into
clarity beyond measure!
From that day forward my body and mind underwent a dramatic transformation,
and began emanating dramatically exotic bluish-white light around the
body, complete with wings blazing from the back, profoundly visible
for complete strangers to see and feel. I became the embodiment of divine
will on earth and effectively attained God, or Christ-consciousness.
Also witnessed were a vast legion of other angels, somewhat in flight,
with me in the middle, or on top -- warriors being summoned for the
final war. The spiritual war, or the 'war in heaven' as is commonly
called, is currently underway; positions are being taken, which will
manifest simultaneously with World War Three, should this event not
be averted. It seems they too had been at dormant rest as I had, and
consciously awakened as well. Angels tend to appear, intervene and thrive
on a crisis, impending or occurring, and are heavily involved in prophecy.
The whole Y2K experience was indeed about prophecy concerning a potential
disaster and how it could be averted. Once my duties were unconsciously
completed by late 1999, God awakened me with the promised reward.
Immediately after God conveyed this initial experience, in October
1999, after the second day, I was compelled -- or pulled -- into a bookstore
and was 'drawn' into a section I had previously little interest or knowledge
in, containing books of God and faith as I knew, now, exactly what I
was to read.
After briefly thumbing through a book on the ins-and-outs about angels,
a subject I had very little specific knowledge of previously -- and
was previously unaware if angels were even real -- I trembled in shock
and had to place the book down after a few pages, for it was describing
essentially what was now already automatically known, almost supernaturally!
After all, I was now an embodied, awakened angel of God! Many of these
books are incorrect on many points and based on accounts of second-party
encounters and sporadic Biblical references, or consist of psychological,
anthropocentric (humanistic) anachronisms. Another reason I am here
is to once and for all clear up the myths, misconceptions and superstitions
(which I will do later in the book), and explain the true constitution
and abilities of an angel, the wings and their role, and I have the
authority to do so; this proceeds directly from the source -- a live,
incarnate angel of God.
I also knew what book therein I was to purchase (for the first time);
The Holy Bible, and automatically knew which section instructed to read:
the book of Daniel. When I had started reading it with somber anticipation,
the author was utterly stunned into another intense shaking fit, hands
to mouth, as the words seemed to come alive from the pages; it seemed
I already now supernaturally comprehended the meaning with full clarity,
as though it was I who had written it! I was reading my own words! Wide-eyed
and in astonishment, I continued to read it a few times; the exhilaration
of the experience was unforgettable, yet the other books of the Bible
did not have this effect, only the book of Daniel. I also noticed it
had the same writing style of the author, as I tend to refer to myself
in the third person. The personality traits and characteristics seemed
to be identical as well: loyal, introspective, firmly resolute, courageous,
filled with God-given 'wisdom,' apocalyptic in prophetic content, skilled
in dreams with concerns of world issues. It seemed a perfect fit, like
a glove waiting to be filled, suddenly making perfect sense. It was
an identity reserved until the time was right, in my life until the
awakening, of the world, and of the promised return of Daniel.
The glove fully dressed the hand at that time, in every conceivable
Daniel of Old was a Jewish exile and priest taken captive from Israel
in 605 B.C. when that country was under siege, trained to be a "wise
man," then became administrator over the affairs of ancient Babylon,
then of the Mede-Persians after Babylon's fall for most of his life.
Daniel of Old experienced many fascinating and supernatural encounters,
like the famous lion's den and fiery furnace, and the book includes
prophetic visions and visits with angels. It is the major apocalyptic
book of the Old Testament, dealing with the "time of the end"
and a future progression of world empires leading up to the ministry
of Jesus and the destruction of the Jewish nation, Israel, which ultimately
occurred by A.D. 70. A lengthy commentary on the old book of Daniel
is provided in section 7.
My fascination with economics, astronomy and world affairs was no coincidence;
it was merely carried over from one life to the next. A past-life flashback,
visionary experience soon thereafter occurred while awake. I was near
the royal palace on a beautiful summer night, on a second-level patio
overlooking a vast crowd who were playing instruments and celebrating
and partying. It was a prosperous and joyous time, and I too was enjoying
the festivities. They were playing songs remarkably identical to
some new-age songs by Adiemus! I later learned I also was a Russian
soldier killed in World War II, which also matched an unusual interest
in that war and the Holocaust. I was also martyred in the name of God
in four other previous lifetimes. Should it then come as a surprise
that I was rewarded with angelic status through such past-life karma?
Here are the final verses from Daniel 12 to put things into perspective:
"...At that time Michael
[Archangel], the protector of your people, shall arise. There shall
be a time of anguish, such as never occurred since nations first came
into existence. But at that time your people shall be delivered, everyone
found written in the book [of life]. Many of those who sleep in the
dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to
shame and everlasting contempt. Those who are wise shall shine like
the brightness of the sky, and those who lead many to righteousness,
like the stars forever and ever. But you, Daniel, keep the words secret
and the book sealed until the time of the end. Many shall be running
to and fro, and knowledge shall increase."
"Then I, Daniel, looked,
and two others [angels] appeared, one standing on the bank of this stream
and one on the other. One of them said to the man clothed in linen,
who was above the waters, "How long shall it be until the end of
these wonders?" The man clothed in linen raised his right hand
and his left hand towards heaven. And I heard him swear by the one who
lives forever and ever that it would be for a time, times, and a half
time, and that when the shattering of the power of the holy people comes
to an end, all these things would be accomplished. I heard but could
not understand; so I said, "My lord, what shall be the outcome
of these things?" He said, "Go your way, Daniel, for the words
are to remain secret and sealed until the time of the end. Many shall
be purified, cleansed, and refined, but the wicked shall continue to
act wickedly. None of the wicked shall understand, but those who are
wise shall understand. From the time that the regular burnt offering
is taken away and the abomination that desolates is set up, there shall
be one thousand two hundred ninety days. Happy are those who persevere
and attain the one thousand three hundred thirty-five days. But you,
go your way to the end, and rest; you shall rise for your reward at
the end of the days."
Being of stubbornly skeptical,
methodical style and not the type to blindly jump to conclusions, particularly
of this variety, and always committed to the truth, I was psychologically
unready to accept it, though I could not deny what was happening. Nor
could I deny the voice and will of God. Daniel!? ... An angel with wings?!?
As crazy or implausible as it sounds, yes. It took me several months
to fully come to grips with this whole situation, and to ultimately
comprehend what Daniel was supposed to do at the end of the days during
This began an unparalleled journey. This was further confirmed thereafter
through prayer and many extravagant, divine dreams where the content
of Daniel was shown, and its relationship to the author.
Additionally, dates were revealed which are highly relevant concerning
Daniel's 21st century life and Daniel's prophecies, which will later
The forty days following the initial endowment of the Holy Spirit,
on a daily basis I requested for God to confirm this reality of angelhood
through objective observation in public, by the reaction of those around
me, and would accept this only with unquestionable and overwhelming
evidence. The results were stunning and overwhelmingly confirmed. In
fact, after this time period, by mid-December 2000, everywhere I went
people would point at me, discussing among themselves, indicating I
was an angel, yet I had not told scarcely a soul or said anything to
anyone about angels or myself to these people during this time period!
[Only two altogether: one pastor and one lone waitress] This continued
uninterrupted throughout 2002 for approximately 3.5 years.
Now, how did everyone else -- literally hundreds, and now thousands
of people -- discover this? Continue reading through the angelic journeys
of this book in the next two sections where many of these actual public
experiences are documented. Quite simply, God allowed these people to
actually visually see the wings and angelic aura for themselves, and
actually feel this powerful, newfound Spirit-Force radiating profusely
from my body with extreme tangibility; and word spread rapidly. It continued
thereafter, to this day -- on a near daily basis, and as a result I
have had to pull away, to significantly withdraw from the public and
normal mortal concerns. It was thereafter required to be a loner in
this existence; I've since had to forcefully withdraw from family and
friends and societal relationships due to this newfound, direct, servantile
relationship with God, and avoid significant intimate, human relationships,
as least in the traditional sense. The phrase, "Oh my God, he's
an angel!!" has been heard a minimum of 100 times thus far, by
2002. After the experiences documented in the next section is a lengthy
dissertation in order to make sense of the reality and essence of what
constitutes an incarnate or celestial angel, as well as traits and qualities.